Sunday, June 3, 2012

~* WHOOOOAAA.... *~

We're halfway there!!!

Well, according to the Army, anyway. We all know how that goes, so while I'm hopeful, I'm not expectant.

I am, however, a little more than a little nervous. The move to the new FOB went well, as well as it can, I guess. The hubs is out and about more, which definitely makes me nervous. You never hear about things going wrong while soldiers are sitting around, watching internet porn. It's always while they're in motion, and now he's in motion a lot.

I'm also a little nervous about life after the return of the missing hubby. Let's be honest, we didn't have the greatest first ten months together, before he deployed. Sure, things have been better while he's been away...the whole absence making the heart grow fonder effect. But I am not going to lie, I am terrified that things will go back to the same way they were before. I like to think and hope that we have grown as a couple, and have learned to let more things slide and not take each other and each day together for granted. But I'm worried that things won't have really changed. Then again, I am just a natural worrier.
" Don't place your better days in the future."