Sunday, May 6, 2012

~* Nightmares *~

Holy Jesus, I have had some nightmares lately. The kind of nightmares any military wife knows all too well. The kind of nightmares that seem unbelievably real because they are unbelievably possible. The kind of nightmares that wake you up with tears streaming down your face. The kind of nightmares that leave you praying for an email or a phone call or SOMETHING just to let you know he's ok. The kind of nightmares that make you want to call your mom, even though it's 1am and she probably wouldn't really understand. The kind of nightmares that make you scared to close your eyes again.

I'm so tired, but I don't want to sleep. 
" Don't place your better days in the future."